A poignant novel about a man living on the edge—between love and addiction, faith and self-destruction, madness and the search for meaning. – The hero goes through a journey from teenage mistakes to realizing his own diagnosis—borderline personality disorder, which becomes the key to understanding his entire life. – Pavel Selukov creates an honest and emotionally charged text about pain, loneliness, and hope—about how a person learns to accept himself. – For readers who appreciate psychological prose and themes of self-knowledge, loss, and healing. A harsh, lively, and real book.